Tuesday, May 29, 2012

You Cant Get It...IF YOU WANT IT!!!

Okay, whoever came up with the concept of "take your own advice" should be shot in the foot. (pinky toe specifically) So recently I was talking with my girls (whad up NY, DC/Bmore, PORTLAND and CALI) and they asked me a very simple but important question......how do you manifest things faster?

Now Im nooooooo Wayne Dyer (my boyfriend as I call him in private circles) or Oprah but there a kabillion things you can do to manifest things in your life faster. Your magic wands are your thoughts/intentions and your magic spells are your words. Just like you have seen in Aladdin (one of my favs), Harry Potter or even Star Wars....you can make things appear in your life out of the extreme diet, very thin air. So get out there and read some books. (Theres a link below on some great books if you are interested) If you want any recommendations hit me up in the comments. If this is the first time you are hearing about the powerful Jedi we all have the potential of becoming then Id start with the book "The Secret". With all that said and with all my reading and with all my listening Ive come up with these three steps of manifestation that kinda sums up everything.

Ask, Believe and *Italian voice* forget ta bout it!

Worry is one of the fastest killers of dreams manifesting. Wanting something is actually giving off the vibration that you do not have it. That you are lacking. And when you focus on lack....guess what you get.....more LACK! Its okay to ask in a vibration of "Wouldn't it be nice if I had an extra 1,000 dollars a month?" But it is a whooooole other thing when you say "I'm broke and I want 1,000 so I wont be poor anymore." Those are two different vibrations and they both manifest very differently. After you ask AND BELIEVE that the thing will come to you....you should forget about it. Why? Here's another example that I read in a book somewhere.

Say you are at a Pizza Hut (Pizza hut if you are reading this, I need a percentage for advertisement or free pizza for life....either one Im cool with) and you go up to the counter and say "I want a large stuffed crust pepperoni pizza with pineapples." (don't knock it till you try it!) When you go to pay for your pizza, what do you expect? A large round of cheezy goodness with circles of pork and triangles of island heaven....thats what you expect. What I am saying is most of us have more faith in Pizza Hut than in God/Universe. All of your needs are met......already.....right now....done.

So here we are. All that awesome knowledge I just kicked to yall sounds not only amazing but annoying to my ears because today.....I AM STRUGGLIN! I want to begin my career. I went to school to help people....well children (sometimes....Im not convinced that they are all the way human all of the time) and I do not feel I am doing that. SO, I began looking for a job in my career field. I have found almost 5 where I easily fit but all of them feel wrong. I was told about 2 months ago by a very dear friend that her company will start a Therapeutic Day Counseling program soon. (Waiting on an approval thru medicare) In the meantime, Ive been restless and have not felt calm about any other job Ive looked at. (Since Im a "feeler"....if it doesnt FEEL right...I dont move. Thats how the spirit world speaks to me) Today, my close friend told me they will be revealing if the program will be moving forward or not next Tuesday and if it does, I can apply for the position and HOPE I get it.

Ive been freaking out all day.

Trying to convince myself that I deserve this. Trying to make myself believe that its okay to be this happy AND have the career of my dreams. Trying to make myself believe that I am qualified. Trying to make myself believe in my heart that this job is mine. And its been hard. Im not a person with low self esteem and I can personify an idea quicker than "The View" can start an argument but something about my career scares me. Once I can find the calm (which will probably be in the middle of a Epsom salt bath, chocolate and raspberry wine), It will all work out. The people around me believe everything will turn for, not only my good, but for my great. I havent grasped this yet. I tell you this much, I will do everything I can to make sure I do. Starting with asking the Universe/God to send me an epiphany that will help me believe. I'll keep you guys posted on how it goes. Love & Freedom!

There is no spoon
Seven


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