Ok............... so................ was I the only person who was FED UP with people who spoke to "higher beings" all the time? Then those deep farts of greatness would have the NERVE to turn around and tell us that WE ALL can do the same thing! So me, no longer trusting my own judgement for my lifes descions, (shout out to "insert Seven's exs") would do rain dances, hours of meditation, read my Bible cover to cover and drank until i was unconcious.....i mean anything that will bring that voice of guidence near. My jealousy for individuals like this was at an all time high when I was inside of religion. It felt like everyone was talking to God but me. It felt like it feels when you walk in a room and you have that feeling everyone in the room JUST was talking about you. I felt that every time ushers would walk me to my seat.
I swaer id go home and screamat God. Screaming Her (lol...love doing that pronoun to mix it up) name as if Im having the greatest sex of my life. Asking her all types of questions and waiting for an event similar to Saul's transfermation (with the Ass and The Angel....the big AA) to happen to tell me if I should have a second date. Screaming so much that Im not paying attention to the dudes actual actions. (like the fact he brought up Germans when the bill came) WELL FINALLY....all my confusion has come to this, I finally know what the hell theyve been talking about.
Here it is:
God (or angels or guides or holy spirit......basically higher beings) is multi-lingual! She speaks in the form of repetitive sequences, total strrangers, road signs and drivers licenses plates (my favorite language). There are a lot of languages but the most important heavenly guided language comes in your head in your voice...your higher self.
It pops up when you have to make a choice of whether to take the highway or the side roads to avoid traffic. Or when you've said "something told me to do that". Its the voice that God speaks through. You are walking out of the house and it just "feels" like you forgot something. Or you are driving and "something" tells you to slow down. These are examples of "the voice" (not the one with Adam and Cee-lo) that people hear. Im figuring out whats my ego (fearful side) and whats my higher self because I know there is a part of everyone that is always plugged into God or the Universe. You just have stay on that frequency, that radio station....that spiritual frequency. Meditation keeps me on that frequency. You have to find what keeps you there.
I started paying attention to this "voice" and its been AMAZING! Its at a whisper right now (like black people at the movie theater whisper but still a whisper!) but the more practice I do....the louder it gets. I ask it if I should buy those shoes now or later. I ask if I should apply for a job now or later. I mean, the list goes on and on and on! Its really been remarkable. Its avoided me from arguements, its translated peoples feelings to me from another state, it for certain help me not forget things! I just love it man. I love to know Im not in this world alone and in the dark. Love & Freedom.
THERE IS NO SPOON
SEVEN
Yanno i thought it was just me. I used to get very worried almost frantic that i couldnt hear God. Everyone else seemed to do it so freely n i thought something was wrong with me. Then i had a similar revelation. God sounds just like me in my head because its just me a higher more enlightened self that i have indeed been hearing all alone. Its what i've been calling my gut all this time. I always say i listen to my gut because it has (God) has never steered me wrong. It just took me a while to realize she was in me!
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