Sometimes you wanna put on a little Adele, Amy Winehouse, Billie Holiday and cry your eyes bloodshot red. Sometimes you wanna shake ur kid or "accidentally" forget ur child at daycare. Sometimes you'd rather pray for your exes downfall straight to hell rather than forgiveness. Sometimes you wanna burn his Xbox and sometimes you just wanna burn the woman in ur life (I mean she's a witch and that's what u do with witches right?)
All of this is normal
This year is full of wonderful things but the one huge wonderful thing that we are all dealing with....is....all the shit we haven't/don't/never have wanted to deal with. High frequencies in the Moon and Solar Flares disrupt your cellular memory which means all the low frequency (anger, unforgiveness, depression, self loathing....pretty much any emotion you see on reality tv) gets brought to the surface. ( this includes major traumas of your past too) Problem is you produce ur desires only when you feel GOOD! Feeling good and happy and joyous and drunk (scratch that last one) makes your heart open up and your at a high frequency therefore at a spot where it's very easy to match to the frequency of the very thing you want.
Feeling Good Is The Key To Delibrate (on purpose) Creation in ur life.
What Im finding works for bringing me from the darkness to the light....er side of life are crystals. (which harnesses earth energy.....WHY U LOOKIN AT ME LIKE IM WEIRD?) But if you're into the less weird stuff AFTER DEALING WITH WHATEVER PAIN HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO THE SURFACE try this: Be done with it.....don't bring it up and when ur mind wants to select that station on autopilot mode.....u change it to something else like one of ur favorite memories. You can't stop a bird from flying over ur head but u can stop it from making a nest.....ur thoughts are birds.
Remember the situation can only last as long as ur memory of it does.....it's not happening now but by bringing that situation in ur present moment it is. You control ur now moment always. Think about the positive things that happened around that time.
It's no secret ( if you know me) I'm not the biggest fan of my father. My parents are going through an ugly divorce right now after being married for 30 years. My father was Southern Gentleman who was in the military and was a leader in the church ( oh yeah, I'm the only girl so imagine my life. According him showing my ankles in an outfit was just too sexual!) so we bumped heads once I realized I had a voice.(and intelligent opinions which would allow anymore verbal abuse or control) But my Guides ( which are spirits that help me to expand love in my soul" have helped me tremendously with this forgiveness with him by playing songs from the eras I had the hardest times with my father.
"I wanna sex you up" by color me bad. "Return of the Mack" by that British guy have been played at least once a day in my life. Why? To remind me there were a lot of good times that I'm choosing to ignore because a couple of instances. It's just as easy to thing about the good things in my childhood than it is the bad. That is helping me heal. When I think of my dad spiking a volleyball to my face with smell of bar b que on the grill, collard greens, mac and cha and his famous sweet potato pie....it softens my heart toward him. Doesn't mean I will let him verbally abuse me even increase contact with him. It means Im releasing my darkness of him and myself from spirit.
I know ur facing a lot of old feelings now a days but face them and then raise your frequency by getting happy. You have the car of ur dreams to drive, the house of your fantasy to live in, the career you always wanted and the love of ur life waiting in the wings for u. You just got to get happy and forgive! Love and freedom.
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