Namaste! Good day! Top of the Morning to you! Hello! Hi! Hey! What's cracking? What it do! and WHATS REALLY GOOD!
My weekend was boring. Yep it bored my ass off (not literally. My fabulous ass is still here....no need to worry) and it was still awesome. I did nothing but watch funny movies and 8 episodes of Glee back to back. (YES I WATCH GLEE! Im black, Im old AND I WATCH GLEE! WHAT! Its a bowl full of awesomeness!) In my doing of nothing I got to contemplate on a concept introduced to me by my guides. Which I shall reveal now. (pause for dramatic effect. No seriously pause right now in your mind with a drum roll! JUST DO IT!)
All humans are after the intangible NOTHING MORE.
What I mean is.....I dont want to lose weight really.....I wanna feel beautiful in my skin and have everybody else agree. I dont really want a new job.....I want security and independence from others financially and less stress. I dont really want a new car....I want people to see my status in society isnt the same as a high school student. (I mean I have a 2000 Toyota Camry. Its an awesome car and it has done me right but Im f&#$in 27 years old! lol)
The point is I had to sit down and think of all the things I want and why. Whats the REAL reason behind me wanting something. I knew if the reason I came up with could be seen, touched, smelled, tasted or heard....it wasnt the real reason. (Epiphanies I swear are like mental orgasms!) When I started to reveal those reasons I saw some were pretty superficial and some were really deep. All in all, whether they were kiddie pool or ocean deep....they were my desires and it was okay to want those things. Where we get disappointed in life is we expect things in a certain package, delivered in a certain way.
The universe/God dont work that way!
Alright so Ive been wanting a new job for forever! Now that I realize that its not the job I want but the financial freedom, security and independence....it opens my eyes to all types of options. Those things I really want may not come in the form of a job. So though I may have applied for a job this past Friday (which I did) and really want the job because its something that I would enjoy (which it is) the universe may know something I dont. This job may not give me everything I want and the universe may have something happen behind the scenes that may block me from getting the job. An opportunity for me to create my own line of graphic and screen tees might be right around the corner. (also something I wanna do...along with shot glasses...stay tune) Which means, if I do not get a phone call back for this job...I shouldnt get disappointed....I should get excited. Why?
Because anything we want is ours and faith in that one statement is all you need to see your dreams manifest.
This job may only give me ONE of the things I want where my own line of t-shirts may give me ALL the things I want. This concept has stopped my worry. This concept has choked out my need for control. (I know Im not the only A-type Bitch around these parts) It has stopped fear in all forms on this side. All my desires are already mine.
So yes sometimes you ask for a butterfly and God gives you a Caterpillar! Stop trippin and get excited about how awesome the opportunity will be. Raising one Caterpillar may give you the skill to have an endless supply of butterflies! You want to get married and have the BEST marriage anyone has seen. I mean you wanna KICK ASS in the married life. Well maybe in order to have that kick assness that dude you have been hoping to notice you HAS TO IGNORE YOUR ASS! lol.
NO need for disappointments. As a society we have way more faith in being disappointed than in things going our way and thats the best way to create your life to suck balls! Huge ones! I challenge you and myself to think about what you really want and why you really want it. Whats the intangible thing you are searching for? Then keep your eyes open child-hood wide and see what amazing way the universe answers your desire. Opportunities are everywhere....you just got have faith in them to see them! Love and Freedom!
There is no Spoon!
Seven
The only show I still watch on TV is Glee, and I'm not afraid to say it. It like a little party of non-sense and laughter all in the comfort of my living room!! Besides, I have an enormous soft spot for....sarcasm. :-)
ReplyDeleteYou are right, epiphanies are like mental orgasms. I just never thought of it that way. Epiphanies are those incredible moments in life. You can't really describe the feeling, but it's a whole lotta awesomeness!!
Things may or may not happen for a reason. The universe can be seen as a tricky thing, but all we have to do is listen and be aware of what we put into the universe because it comes back around. I think about my ex-husband, and that twinge of doubt I had about my decision to leave him, but the universe sent him back my way, a few years later, and it erased that doubt, rather quickly, and believe me I needed that more than I could've ever imagined. I love the universe. I respect the universe. It's just a matter of changing the angle of your view. :-)